Cancel!!!

I called the RE's office and canceled this cycle all together. The nurse was totally understanding and she said if I couldn't "seize the moment" because of my bladder issues then it is just best to take the cycle off and recoup. I might still go in on Thursday for an exam but since I already know what the issue is I don't really see the point in doing that. I, of course am upset but like usual nothing in this arena goes right. I wish I could wiggle my nose and come up with the 26k to adopt but that's totally unlikely to happen in this lifetime so we will plug on, just not right now.