Question of the Day

The question of the day from C yesterday was why do some things work out and some don't. Then if it isn't working out when do you say enough is enough. I simply don't have an answer in the relationship arena. I can answer it in the baby making arena. Enough was enough for me after two years because it was consuming my life and I was depressed. He seems to think that enough is never enough, and I think he is delusional because of what he saw as a child. His dad was a dick but his mom still was happy when he actually was around. Does that mean she was happy all of the time and it was worth it to stay with him? I don't think so, but his mom is totally out of it so that probably isn't a good example. I think some times you just need to cut your loses and move on so of course now he thinks I am going to divorce him for no good reason but he is just being paraniod.

I have not had a UTI in over two months(knock on wood) and I am doing pretty well on the pill. I am starting to get a few hormonal jawline breakouts like I used to but what can you do. I had fantastic sex twice last week. No pain at all. I am not sure if it is the absence of an infection or that my bladder is just getting better because I am not flaring constantly or maybe it has something to do with the pill. Who knows and really who cares. I felt like I was back in college last night, it was great.

Then we made some Jiffy Pop and watched an awful movie. Fun times. I also made a kicking drink last night made of mad melon shnapps, pineapple juice and vodka. I am still thinking of a name for my new drink.