I need to re-learn how to relax

I need to relax. 7 is perfectly fine and I would like to thank clio for her constant calming words. I tried to meditate last night but could not do it so I am going to try again tonight. I might need a tune up from the therapist that taught me how to relax.(I know, what a spaz to have to be taught that) I have my lucky necklace, my lucky 7 embryos and my 25 dollars in lottery scratch off winnings from after my retrieval on Monday.

Worse comes to worse that we don't have anything to transfer that is fine because they would not have been viable anyway and we will get our $500 dollars back for cyro-preservation.