How Much I Hate My Job

A lot. I just wrote a huge rant about it but then choose to delete it so I won't look like a total and complete asshole. I just got chewed out again for the client's calling the supervisor. Sorry, I was out sick for two days of course my shit is going to be a few days behind. She is apparently very "worried." I am very "worried" that I am going to lose it and quit. Even with a few days out of the office I am not even close to being the furthest behind on their work in the office. I know she is not going to approve my vacation day for next week now. I am seriously at a loss on what to do. I never should have left my old pool to begin with. She will never give me a good recommendation so I will never get a new job. I hate being here so much I doubt I will improve much. I guess all I can do is kiss everyone's ass, work overtime so I am never a day behind, get pregnant and suck it up, or never get pregnant and quit until I find something else. Goddamned stupid state economy and their fucking hiring freeze.